This frustration – Seeking, seeking, seeking And not one curl of my beloved do I see. Hiding behind your veil, I know you are fanning my desire beloved My deep longing burns, Ignited by separation and love. Longing, burning, melting, Pain of separation, limitation, blindness – I surrender Beloved, I give up! S o tired, no longer can I continue such endless seeking; Heart B ereft, lost, a failure to your love - I lay down myself - darkness comes. Gently, a kiss upon the lips of my heart, A rose scented breeze caressing my face. What, what is this a wakening? No, not for I, I am gone, but yet do I live? Rising, d usting off ashes from my heart, So softly I call: Is it you Beloved ? and find the answer in my tears.