Know my Friend,
that which is called by the lover,
is nothing but the Beloved calling back;
Oh, I know it sounds like your own voice,
but listen more carefully!
Poems flowing from a heart melting in the loving sun of spirit.
Know my Friend,
that which is called by the lover,
is nothing but the Beloved calling back;
Oh, I know it sounds like your own voice,
but listen more carefully!
Who am I right now oh Flame?
A betrothed moth!
A Lover who once thought he knew who he was,
melted by thy heat, and lost to any self that was.
There is an emptiness in this state, like being hollowed out
with no solid sense of self upon which walk.
Waiting in this state is not romantic,
like the poetry books say -
Being nothing, but not yet enough of nothing
to be One.
So I am waiting,
Betrothed at flame's door,
for love
to finish the job of
Consuming what's left.
Waiting to become A moth, after the flame.
Quietly, so quietly, something left last
night
It must have climbed out that
hole I’ve been digging
for years now
in the ground of ego.
It was quiet, I heard nothing,
like water evaporating,
or shadows dissolving in sunlight.
Where it went I don’t much care,
but this does explain that
strange feeling of absence and disorientation.
It’s weird,
I can’t move anymore, I can’t think
anymore
I still try, but
its hollow, empty,
feeble, like after a stroke.
I guess I’m going to have to rely on YOU
Beloved to help me,
I Hope you love me that much.
Fortunately, breath still moves, ever
constant,
I will pay attention to that, like an
embrace beyond mortality;
I ask myself: “so what are you going to
do now that you’re gone?”
I answer: “I think I’ll just be still
and listen more intently.”
Maybe I will finally relax, and
surrenderer to your embrace,
and let YOU
move me.
Now I must cling to you for my very life
Beloved,
I pray, "guide me on the path of thine
own goodness,
Use me for the purpose that thy wisdom
chooseth".
I hope this leaving frees me
from the cataracts and
blindness
and adds some sense of freedom.
I won’t ask it though, I’ll just let it
show me, if it will.
I can’t go back, I don’t want to go
back,
To what I was,
even though I could, because
the thread is still there.
But I can’t quite go forward either,
like I used too,
in the ways I knew so well,
using my own initiative -
because that left too!
I need new behaviors, call it
Surrendered Being
To think without me doing the thinking
To speak without me doing the speaking
To move without me doing the moving
Ah, but such Faith is required …
It’s a mystery,
This Reunion with the Beloved.
We don’t have to know her,
we just have to long for her.
Then when we call her name,
She
can hear us and will come!
As it is said: “Call and I Will answer!”
When we are given eyes of clear sight,
We will be judged;
Not by some lofty God,
By our own conscience.
Here, it may seem forgiveness
is not close by,
But she will come,
if she sees you crying,
to dry your tears.
Hey, I have an idea,
Why not cry now,
Cry hard,
Feel your soul shaking
For all
you’ve loved,
and lost and harmed;
Did you know,
you can dry these tears,
with your own forgiveness?
But who would think that forgiving ourself,
is harder than forgiving another!
To dry these tears,
The sleeve of a robe filled with a broken heart
Seems to work best!
I think you will find, that in the end
You will not be judged,
You
will be loved.
And love is stronger than death!
"There is some kiss we want with our whole lives" - Rumi
You think you yearn
for things you don’t
have,
When
In reality
You yearn for something you already possess
but have forgotten.
Rumi says go ahead and yearn,
As hard as you can, yearn
As if your LIFE depended on it.
Finally, you will be exhausted,
so tired you can't even think of yearning.
Then, in that stillness
behind yearning
something gives up:
The pain of separation
from that
which we yearn.
Funny how
no one ever sees
yearning as a veil
hiding
That Kiss we want with our whole lives.
Know my Friend, that which is called by the lover, is nothing but the Beloved calling back; Oh, I know it sounds like your ow...